In seinem 57. Lebensjahr trauerte Newland Archer... um seine Vergangenheit und hielt sie in Ehren.
Newland Archer, in his 57th year
mourned his past, and honoured it.
Na ja, ich fühlte mich natürlich schrecklich verlassen... und trauerte ziemlich.
It was almost scandalous. Well, naturally I felt rather abandoned and
mourned my loss.